It was a moment of surprise. This lady, who had taken care of me as a kid, came to visit. Such a small built and yet, I once looked upon her as someone who I could depend on. And now, this surge of emotions that makes me feel that she ought to be protected. Yes, I still remember you. My heart will always have a place for you, just like how I'll never forget you. Don't cry. For the little kid has already grown up!
It has been an eventful week.
Monday- shopping with glad.
Thurs- Wen's 21st bday cele!! @Waraku
Friday- Dental-Singtel-SCHOOL-Dinner out with ex-colleagues
Saturday- Meeting Lawr @ Orchard- Dance
Sunday- Tuition-Dance
haha.. that is to help me recall. My memory is incredibly bad. I believe that I need to take the omega enriched milk powder!! =p
PJ, wait for your present and your note! HAPPY 21st! The emphasis is one HAPPY. Yep, a new phase. We all need it. I have this weird tendency to want to stay behind but yet, my physical self have already moved on. Hope you don't have this same problem as I do! 人生有很多的小问题，不要一个人扛着。 虽然别人不尽然能帮得上忙，但有时只为说出口的那坦然。 你的朋友一直在关心着你！
Yay! Wen's 21 already. this 5 years going 6 years of friendship. I will not say that we are always in touch with one another's life, I will not say that I have always been there for her when she needed me. I might sometimes take her for granted. This very good friend of mine, who has been the constant in my life, high on my chart of friends, someone who i can count on for a hug when Im feeling lonely, sad, one who will laugh with me, defend me and support me. I learn from my friends. This friend taught me to be brave, to be focused and to be determined. Wen, I guess you never knew how much you mean to me and how much you have changed my life. I cant recall the number of times you offered comfort when I cried, how we cheered during our insane jogging sessions before recess, how we danced mass dance during PE, and visited Cedar to eat the Curry Chicken Mee. I know that sometimes our belief might differ, but thanks for always trying hard to relate to me. I went back to school and saw a poster " Tan Wen Lin (chairperson)" and it suddenly occurred to me the heavy responsibilities that you have upon your shoulders. Jia you! Im just right behind. Happy Birthday!! Balloons and flowers are for brightening up your day. Just like how knowing you have brighten up mine. Love you loads!
Ha. My dentist has been bugging me to get my wisdom tooth extracted. Just not this once. 'cause im leaving for california and she knows that I could not possibly get it done now. My teeth are in good shape! =D phew~ M still uncomfortable with people poking at me where I cant see.
School. SCHOOL. SCHOOL!!! And it was raining. I felt the breeze, the smell. I saw the sotongs year ones and blur NUS high students who almost alighted at the wrong stop to get to SRC (A pat for being nice and giving directions to them. even though that means admiting that I eavesdropped). And there was the tapioca chips from Olive Clove! Favourite snack! Plus the fact that I felt like a bloody stalker, peeping into an LT -full of year ones at LT7, just to see how the LT looks like after renovation. Miao doesnt understand my obvious joy at being in school. Glad will never reach the same elation as me for the reasons that I cited. She just know that Im BLOODY HAPPY that day. And yes, she's right=)
Met ex-colleagues from my internship. haha.. Mary, Jen, yf. How can they still be so funny, after 3 whole weeks without seeing them, it seemed like alot had happened. They are still the same. 默契还在. As usual, they talk, I listen and chap in half way. And we laughed and laughed and laughed. And yf said like.. 5 sentences? 真的是一只手就能数得完！
Meeting with Lawr means we are discussing SEP and work in general. haha.. well. Hot choc from coffee bean (or issit coffee club?) is exceptionally nice when you are freezing under the air-con for 2 whole hours. I really don't feel prepared going to USA. But going through the things that have to be done, well, we are almost set to go! Perhaps its the mental preparation and the emotional strength that Im lacking in. Wei Ling. Close your hearts and open your mind! You are looking at an extended holidays, fun-filled days, independence and exposure. Stop thinking with your heart!! I woke up yesterday with my heart pumping, thumping, fast. That have to be from excitement yea?
Paso is confusing. Paso is fun. I don't have to smile. I can't smile as well. haha.. this is such a contradict. I don't know what I want. But so far so good. It has been fun. Yesterday's class saw more guys than girls. Its alot more practice and about ~50 new steps. Did I mention that my memory is bad? Well, let me RE-INTERATE that MY MEMORY is BAD! "where are we now?" "Did something just happen?" haha.. sometimes im just stuck in my own lala land. Today was fun. Doing Jive and Tango after a month, how I cant remember most things and yet the body remembers. haha..I like sports. I may be lazy, I may be paiseh that I look very clumsy. But I still like sports. Itching for a.. 24hour dance practice, a swim, a forced jog (if not I wouldn't move), 10 hours TKD training and say.. 48hrs of table tennis training? I just so feel like setting my creaking lazy self into some action. Feel the wind, the speed.
Unhappy things at work are only worthy of this one line in my blog: Wei Ling, stop being dumb.
haha..and that more or less summed up my week=p
I don't know why, but after not feeling for so long, I suddenly feel exposed to hurt. haha. slight emo-ing in process. Mild case.
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