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And I had a 5th dream.
At least, I was happy in this dream and I was laughing. Finally one without anything associated with the negatives. Nice setting of the school, a corridor, maybe overseas. And I KNOW in the dreams that the corridors open up to a garden. I can smell the grass and feel the sun. It was just comforting.
I couldnt remember the first part of the dream. Only know that there is this lady. But anyway, the 2nd part was this. Sitting on a bench on the corridor, this guy, who I thought was a professor, joined us and wanted to borrow a pen. I was using mine and offered him a pencil instead. He took it. Then That Person rolled his eyes like, since I don't have an extra pen, why didnt I just take his and lend it to this guy. And before I know what happened, this guy asked me didn't I realise that he looks very similar to That Person. And suddenly, he reached over That Person's shoulders, pulled him close and cheek to cheek, smiled back at me. A very wide and bright smile. And I went: EH! YOU ARE HIS DAD. I laughed. The way I do in reality.
Friends like to ask me the same question. But now, I accidentally, horrifyingly blurted it out. And well, do realise why I didnt want to answer. But a secret out is a secret out. Its weird. But well, it didn't matter anymore. Rationality had always been my strength. I think I can face it peacefully already.
有的人，喜欢活在曾经拥有的回忆里，却忘了现实更值得我们去珍惜。
有的人，一辈子追求着当下的美丽，却忽略了其实，思念也是一种可贵的经历。
我们，一直一直忘记，一直一直绕着圈，打转。
当回到原点，回顾，才发现，时间仓促，不容许徘徊， 犹豫。
也许，人生的转折，让我们成长，坚韧了表层。
但，内心的脆弱，有谁知？