Chill

Feeling a little of the tug and pull for my attention recently. Getting a little short on patience and its entirely my fault because I cant help feeling slightly irritated at myself for not doing my best for the projects and the piling work that I have. Haix.. sometimes I do not know if it is a good thing to be a completely self-motivated person or not. On one hand, Im seriously not very bothered by anything happening around me. On the other hand, no one can make me put in extra effort if I don't want to. Its completely up to me. Dejavu.
Well, feelings under check. hmm.. irritation can occur in parallel with having fun yea. Celebrated Sandi's 22nd Bday at BK in school with a BK breakfast treat from her. Got her a pair of earrings and a small piece of cake. Was really pleased with myself of thinking of putting 22 candles on the cake. However, due to practicality, we used 1 big and 11 small ones. hee. The candles were so close that they can almost light one another up. Just light one and cascade effect can see to the lighting up of the rest of them=) Love having fun.
Saturday was a completely long day for me. Had an interview in the morning and the results are not out yet. The interviewer told me first thing that based on my profile, I would usually be out of their scope of consideration. Apparently they have a liking for students bordering around the passing grade as they want to give opportunities to those who don't have it. hmm... weird criteria but yup.. still hoping that i'll get it.
Carried bags of speakers gift that finally arrived at BHG BUgis back to school. It was after quite some amount of prompting that the BHG staff went down personally to get the goods from their suppliers. Despite the long wait, Im really grateful that some of them were thoughtful enough to offer it. THANKS ALOT (thou they'll not get to read this). The bags were heavy. GOt to know another girl from BioBiz called HuiMin. Sweet and softspoken. hmm.. at least now I know who is Christine, Xinyi, HuiMin and ShanEr.
ok. gotta let myself chill abit by reading another novel tonight and sleeping earlier. Im an advocate for holidays!!! hee. Good Friday is COMING!!!=D