Thursday, June 25, 2009

dawning in the sleepy head

Hello sleepy head. Its time to wake up.

Getting not just one, but several comments about my stagnant blog, about how there is no news about me, about how this is the holidays-- and holidays are for blogging. Kind hearted souls checking that I am still alive.

Been pretty engaged in life. So much so that the virtual doesn't draw me as much as it once did. Im sure that this will only last through the holidays, what with Ella and Jerry coming up with a new drama and the television advertising for 绝对男友-- the concept behind its draw factor is basically the same as Meteor Gardens, perfection. The impossiblity has always been a huge chunk of my life. One reason why I adore Adidas more than any others. But anyway, life has been keeping me in and away from tubing.


Spending my time over dinners and pepperlunches, occasional shopping with friends and family, drinks over BioBiz discussion, gatherings with JC friends and BioBiz 09 comm, squash that got my arms aching for a few days, first ever family steamboat gathering at my aunt's place-- specially for all the cousins-- which turned out great/fun. I guess as we grow older, we learn to carry ourselves with greater ease. 'Civilized' will be Lawr's word for it. Of course there is the listening to Miao blah on and on about her current nth Idol Zhang Yun Jing (abit of free publicity from me to her) and sleeping beside Wen on Miao's floor. Walking to the flyer, looking for non-existing cafes for dinner-- Jon should have done better than this haha.. Cheated into climbing Mt. Faber with food in mind only to be directed to Vivocity and further directed to the bus stop and more walking before dinner-- this is Glad. ba.


Internship has been passing with much ease. Not feeling any impatience for it to end at all. Maybe experience do count in the endurance game, maybe its because I have friends or maybe its that my Sup is really nice. Ooo.. and of course I enjoyed the scandals ongoing.Greatest highlight of the daySS. Regardless, this has been the healthiest holidays ever. If you consider this "no. of work days= no. of trips to the gym", you'll see why=)People are starting to warm up to one another, smiling, saying hi and chit chatting. Isn't it just awesome when people try to communicate? Im slightly more than 5 weeks short of completion. Arms are in a current state of pain after being psycho-ed into trying the weights machines. Oh no. This is bad! haha. I am so going to book the massage chair next week!


Feeling a little sorry towards my Indian friend whom I met in Cali. He dropped by on the way back to India and I couldnt meet him-- fact was, he facebooked me when I was working. How was I to reply?! Hope he drops by again. And of course, I'll hope that H1N1 ends soon so that not only can he feel safe coming here, but I can also go travelling abit. Miao said: go Taiwan, cos there's no H1N1. What a reason!


The highlight of the month was a 'voluntary' 3-days break from work. My Wisdom tooth extraction had went erm... smoothly? Except for an inexperienced nurse dripping saline onto my nostril and neck, insufficient anesthesia for the first round and I had to stop the drilling to ask for more, the search of the root of the tooth that broke off that took ages, the strength in my bones holding on to my upper tooth and how 3 equipments were necessary to extract it. Otherwise, I guess its fine. I wasn't really freaking out and my heart was still pumping at the healthy rate. The swollen face and the stitches that restricted cheek muscle motion were the irritating ones. haha.. I officially labelled myself as the 猪头! This evil soul in my friend kept texting me weekly to ask if I have extracted the other side yet. NOPE! sl better stop cursing me!


有时还是会觉得是在孤军奋战。这是种困扰。尤其在大声喧嚷独立理性之后,才赫然发现原来直觉还是缺乏点安全感。背着第六感干活,始终有点战战兢兢。当然,都被强行压在心底了,因该会很顺利=)
最近,在流动电视上看到了一句自己觉得满有道理的一句话:朋友就是同时居住在两具肉身里的灵魂。哈哈。单用念的就觉得真是很有感觉! 一下子让我有墨水了起来。
还是想念好友三不五十的小聚会,单纯多,亲切多。尴尬时,习惯性的撒撒小谎。 傻笑,真的不是我的作风。

Always have this feeling that I have a tendency to be ultra vague when blogging in Chinese. Alot of feelings come and go, plenty of thoughts that weren't pen down. People come and go, you meet new ones and try very hard not to forget the old ones. Living in the present and living in the past, you choose the moment or the sense of continuity.

Whatever, I'm super sleepy now. After few hours of scandals discussion with OY and total entertainment from dong fang zhi zhu -- when i type han yu pin yin, it means im really tired-- im so going to sleep.

Till we meet again.

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