Why am I feeling sad? Nothing that should concern me happened. And im certain its not even disappointment, anger or stress. Im just feeling sad at work today. 开始了吗？我的天空今天有点灰...
Aside from my ridiculous feeling, these few days have just been tiring for me. haha.. eh. not that i havent been sleeping, but my body just doesnt seem to be rested. haha.. I have no idea why.. Grace asks me to take some vitamins.
Went out with sl 2 days ago to orchard to provide some female opinion that he much requires. and its 光明正大地出去! haha.. went to look at shoes and clothes that are generally abit metrosexual but not yet gay la. haha.. heh. sl. arent u impressed by me? I have your sms as proof! haha.. he said that I can be image consultant=)
Gotta comment that the clothes sl asked me to look at are the typical kind that I like. The woolen, knitted and all that. oh yea! haha.. suddenly realise. the clothes that yf wears to work are very nice as well. the same pattern kind. haha.. but then. hmm.. he said usually he likes erm.. very bright stuff? haha..
Sl was very shag that day from his previous outing in the noon. I was very shag because of a long day at work. haha.. the first thing he asked me in Long John was : have u been sleeping? haha.. I realised that my concealer under my eye ran. so yup. my super impressive dark eye circles! abit on the scary side. haha..
And because of some fault on either sl or black, our little trip to orchard became: (all quoted from black)
'why did you go out SNEAKILY with sl?'
'sl said he shag and he make you very shag'
!! seriously, what rubbish=D
but it was very funny though. coming from black, what do you expect?
sl! go and practice smiling! haha=D that was unacceptable eh. I don't like fake smiles! hee.
Yesterday was pin's and tc's bday. I typed a super long msg for each of them. haha.. tc replied and sound so happy to receive my mail. pin just told me that she started tearing and why am i not there for her to hug me. haha=D im good. aint I? haha..Happy Birthday!! Take my wishes with you all wherever you are and whatever you are doing!
Everyone is changing as the days pass, as we age, as we see new things. Maturity is linked to experience. Not age. How I agree with this.
Now that Im sad, how I wish there is some one here for me to just hug for a little while. ha. to stop my heart from sinking and sinking. alright! got to try to elevate my own mood now that my hugable friends are all not around.
Missing you all.
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